Plans

Planning

Every day

Every chance that is given

Scheduling

Organizing RSVPs

Bugging people to respond.

Talking to the caterer -

We can have bourekas after all -

And studying

Writing the speech

Studying more

And more

And more.

Trying to revive the wilted playlist

Making lists on docs of supplies

Of the food we want

On

And on

And on

Nonstop planning

For something that I never wanted.

Calico Frost

VT

13 years old

More by Calico Frost

  • Revival

    It's a band piece

    weird, I know

    it's from last year

    and we only played it in concert once

    but it means a lot to me

    it reminds me of a lot.

    Of Webtoons and authors and demented circuses

  • Me

    How

    do others see me?

    Do they see a girl in gray cargo pants and light blue thermal quarter zip?

    Do they see a friend who loves them despite her crankiness?

    Do they see a quiet awkward girl who prefers books to people?