Your friends

Some of us

will push and push to get closer

others

will nudge gently and give up

but I don't try to do either

I want to wait patiently until you let me in

closer

before you close up

and push us all away.

They follow you

because you're likable,

you're fun and you have a good balance of fun and seriousness.

You know when to stop

when to turn back before you cross the line

you understand our language

like when other kids look at this chaotic clump of kids that looks like a cage fight

when really it's just us

a weird friend group

that loves you

and wishes the best for you

and wants you to keep growing up

even though it'll mean separation from the 8th graders

but it exposes you to new possibilities

and the last day of school will be rough

but if you let us closer

you'll have more of the support

more of the bonding

that you could use?

Calico Frost

VT

13 years old

More by Calico Frost

  • You Two

    Looking at you two

    as you "dance" on the "dance floor"

    which is really just an empty spot on the ground

    as you hold hands awkwardly

    though enjoying it

    as you experience feelings that I've never experienced before.

  • Separation

    It's always the goodbyes that are hardest

    especially when you've gotten so close

    after years of distance

    it's worst when you don't end up getting to spend the time you wanted to spend with them

  • Endless

    Card

    after card

    after card

    it keeps going

    the stack endless

    the family tree sprawling

    stretching

    growing

    by the second.

    I have to write it all down