Popcorn

And there I stood 

As I watched the last leaf fall 

As I watched him walk away 

Not one glance backwards did he take 

He walked as if he had no worries in the world 

I'm tired of hiding 

that I reside in the gay side of youtube. 

I'm tired of hiding that I went to the GSA

even though they didn't want me to. 

I'm tired of deleting my search history. 

I wanna be okay,

I've been through so much pain

I've been brought up and broken 

Silenced and out spoken

I wanna be okay,

My life was flipped over

But now it's getting better

the title page has a heart drawn upon its yellowish hue,

C+M on an arrow, almost but not quite covering

TEN POEMS: VOLUME ONE and I turn the page quick,

eager to see this play out,