Jess_London

it's hard to believe i am beautiful

when in the eyes of the world

beauty is the opposite

of achievable

without bending yourself

out of who you are

i want to stay me

true to my being

The saying 'you don't know what you have until it's gone,' 

is a truth that feels like a weighted curse, one you'll never be rid of. 

Seasons change quicker than we realize, as winter holds fall close,

Mind blank 
Too numb to think 
Too gone to worry
Just to not itself