Gali

Gali

VT

14 years old

Posts

  • She Smiles

    She smiles

    Like she doesn’t feel

    The weight of

    Expectations 

    On her shoulders

    She smiles

    As if she didn’t 

    Spend last night

    Crying in her room

    Slowly breaking

  • Community

    Community

    Is like a warm sweater

    It takes time to make

    But it's worth it

    It's warm

    And comfortable

    Community is like

    Your favorite book

    You can move on

    Go somewhere else

  • When They Were Kids

    The past

    Full of mishaps

    Full of mistakes

    Full of mess ups

    Full of errors

    Contradictory

    We should learn about

    All the things we did wrong

    So we can get better

    But some people

  • Kid Or Adult

    We're only kids

    But we need to be

    As mature as adults

    We're little kids

    It's not safe

    But we're basically an adult

    So we can have adult responsibilities

    We can't stay up with friends

  • Panic Attacks

    I thought I had gotten better

    Thought I had everything under control

    I have everything under control

    Right?

    I thought they were gone

    But they're right there

    Sitting behind me

    Breathing into my ear

Loves

  • The Girl I Wanna Be

    She loves everyone,

    so everyone loves her.

    Even when she's crumpling inside,

    She'll always show the side of her

    that's always willing to be positive.

    When you want to throw your world away,

  • For Her, I Stay

    A ghost of a father.
    An angry mother.
    A forbidden best friend.
    A suppressed love—
    A suppressed identity.

    Oh, how strange it is to feel alone,
    while surrounded by people.

    No friends.
    Bitter family.

  • Demons

    If I'm being honest,

    I'm not sure I'll survive,

    These demons,

    I battle,

    Fighting for my life.


     

    They find me at my weakest,

    Where no light shines through,

  • A few Julys ago

    Remember the girl?


     

    She’s in second grade,

    Maybe

    Blond brown curls

    Blue green eyes.


     

    She’s sitting on the top metal pole of the fence

    Chipped green paint

  • apple

    i'll use your name. sweet nothings spill

    from well-meaning mouths & shatter on concrete radiating summer sun

    right back at you, perfect -- dainty -- shiny with dewdrops. they told me