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Do you remember the time

that you and I

spent in front of the TV?

We watched Disney cartoons

and the world around us

stopped.

I remember 

when nothing else mattered

and we could just be.

And there I stood 

As I watched the last leaf fall 

As I watched him walk away 

Not one glance backwards did he take 

He walked as if he had no worries in the world 

She was lost

And they couldn’t find her

Because they were looking in all the wrong places

Her heart was beating but her soul was dead

Her eyes fell to stone while her spark died out in the cold

I can’t be the only girl 

Who thinks it’s crazy

How we live in an age

Where asking for the “I” in I love you 

Is normal? 

Because I’m the kind of girl

I keep reaching

for something I know I can't have

But I decide

To waste my energy anyway

All I want is for

you to look at me

The way you look at him

I'm searching for that

To hold on to

It's tearing me apart

Your words echoing in my head

Your eyes shining in my memory 

Im scared of you but it's because of me

I never liked myself