Posts
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Please Don't Compliment Me
It’s been a long time since I’ve decided to write
There’s a new monster roaming my head
Coloring all the others in fear with its fierce wails to be heard and forceful puppetry
They’ve always been here -
Hate Is A Powerful Thing
I hate you.
I'm sure you know that I hate you but I just need to tell you
I don't hate easy
The same way I don't trust easy
Or get mad easy
Or love easy -
Writing Is All I Have
Sometimes life gives you more than you can handle
Sometimes you can't figure out what to do with all the pain you feel because you know the right thing will hurt more -
Waiting
Sometimes it's really hard to breath
In fact it's hard right now
My eyes are filling with what feels like fresh bathwater and my chest is tight and feels like it's on fire -
Hot
Anger fuels me in an indescribable way
It makes me feel like I can't think about anything else
Anger fuels me in ways that make me lose control
It's gotten worse and worse the more I ignore it -
The Fight
Sadness consumes me like the sunlight does the darkness
It looks so beautiful and tempting but the second you let it grab hold of you
It consumes you
Sadness preys on me like a monster that looks and acts friendly