I don't know anymore

I don't know anymore

And neither do you

But at least you moved on

But did you really?

Am I mistaken in this?

Am I reading too far in to your poems?

Are these words I see meant for my eyes?

Or am I confused and lost?

The answers keep me awake

Pondering if Ive really lost it this time

I need you to tell me

But I fear you don't know either

I don't know what to do

I don't know who I am

I'm lost in my mind and in your eyes

Dying to have something I can't

I want you

I NEED you

But I can't have you

I'm forever tied to a girl that I don't know anymore

My rooster all grown up

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

Comments

This is a beautiful poem! I love all of the repetition. :)

Thank you, that means a lot

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