You forget this sometimes, but I do love you, despite everything. You inspire me every day, because you are both so driven in every aspect of your life. So driven that you lose sight of yourselves, of the things that bring you joy. It is not worth it to destroy yourself to succeed. You do not need to destroy yourself for me, all I want is for you to be happy. For you to have something after I leave, find yourselves again, the parts of yourself that you lost when I was born. There is no doubt in my mind that you deserve it.
With lots of love,