Shining Dust
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iPhone
You have plastered my eyelids open
Non contact tonometry
Force fed with gavage until I no longer awake
at the smell of burning grease.
Burrowed into retinas like a small flaming needle,
each flick a savage hunger
so passionate and blistering that only once I am vomiting do I cease
to consume.
Caress my cerebrum in your arms
Mold my synapses together
Treading your fingers down the lurid beige sides until it is to your liking,
Until I can no longer remember what color the sky is
just before it folds into night.
So I stop smelling petrichor and go to sleep wondering if I will ever feel
the rain caress my fingertips
Like it did before they were stained with the sickly sweet fluid of my self doubt.
Keep me craving more.
So that I trail off when I open my mouth to speak because I simply lost interest in my own self expression
So that each broken human runs to your arms so quickly they fail to notice the knife behind your back
So that every shattered soul bleeds green into your pockets.
Without it I am
Nothing
Without it I am
Alone
Without it I am
And I have been made to deny that.
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Wait
It's summertime in Montana, and because we ranch, because animals and plants and the weather are on their own time, I sit around and wait a lot. There's a book in front of me, on the dining room table, and I would have read to the end of the chapter, but something makes me lay it down, open, in favor of writing. I'm not really sure how much time I have; all I know is once ten o'clock comes, I'll be walking across the creek and into the stack yard--the place where we wrap the bales of hay in air-tight plastic and lay them down in long rows, like blown up tobacco rolls in bright white.
There's a boy out there I'm not so sure about. His hands--what I've seen of them--soft around a can of Coors Banquet, the tips of his fingers plush, prints pushing into the skin of my knuckles when he reaches across me--make me a little uncomfortable. I work longer hours, use those appendages more, and yet the softness of him is the same as mine. Why am I soft? But he makes my brother happy, and that makes me happy--my brother needs friends, and I need the reassurance that he has them.
More waiting; I watch them walk down the path to the gate after lunchtime, sunlight on their necks, making my brother's tan skin shine. I watch his friend run, lumbering a little across the dusty yard. The cat swings her head around and peers at me with something akin to confusion, but that's not it--she's a little deaf, a lot blind, or vice versa, maybe--she's lost in thought. The kind of thought anyone can have when all of their vital senses are dulled, the kind of lethargy that comes from being far underwater or in a small, locked room.
Two hours before I go to work, at the restaurant on the west side of town.
More waiting.
I should shower, probably. Wait until the cold water runs hot. Step out, wait until the air dries my hair. Find the clothes I need, wait until I have to leave.
Light spills through the window onto the table, and I let my head fall forward onto my forearms, cheek cooled by the plastic table cover.
Or maybe, today, someone can wait for me.
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Out of Cryo
The door hums as it opens
I oiled it so it wouldn't creak on my entrance
no automated voice announces me
or where I am
or when
I built this ship of spare parts I collected
from people I knew
It took me years to make and more years in cryo to get here
cold
unfeeling
This planet I am on now is lush
and I will keep it that way
park my ship in a cave and let moss grow in the cracks
in the metal that was
cold
unfeeling
I left behind
ruined minds
cold
unfeeling
skyscrapers that ripped clouds
houses that sat on trees
I searched the milky way for a beacon
but we had a curtain drawn across the stars
I left coordinates
but they'll have to know how to build their ships to get to me
they must listen
and be of good heart
warm
full of feeling.
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Iridescent
This Summer! The Tomorrow Project

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This summer, write and create art for The Tomorrow Project, a series of writing and visual art challenges that explore the issues of today – with hope and solutions for tomorrow. Cash prizes, publication, and exhibits!
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