bumblebea

bumblebea

VT

15 years old

Posts

  • Why is it?

    Is it the art or the artist

    That is not good enough?

    Why is it

    That I only get praised for my art online?

    Why is it

    That I only get awards 

    When the judges don't know me?

    Should I be defined

  • Firsts and lasts

    Life is made of firsts and lasts. 

    Your first breath,

    When your parents hold you close.

    Your first steps, 

    When you can wander around alone.

    Your first words, 

  • Aging

    When I was four I wished for five, 

    When I’d be in Kindergarten

    When I was five I wished that preschool would come back again

    Again at six I wished to age

    At seven I wished the same

  • Up

    Up

    Up

    Up

    Far from the ground

    But farther still from the top

    I'm tired but I can't let go

    So I must just go up

    I'm getting more impatient 

    The more that I climb

  • Opposites Attract

    "Perfect" said the critics 

    "Awful" says the boy

    "It tastes like diarrhea, oh how I hate bok choy"

    But something 'bout his eyes make everything okay, 

    Even if his food choices make me start to decay

Loves

  • My Mirror

    I have a big mirror in my room

    It stretches the length of me

    Showing everything

    Every morning I stand

    Right in front of it

    I see all my flaws

    I see everything

    That isn't perfect

  • Love and Community

    I remember when I fell in love with eagles and oak trees, 
    with green grass, warm summers, and fireworks. 

    I fell in love with what now is brushwood for a fire 
    that red white and blue decided to ignite. 

  • To Dream

    maybe one day i'll see you

    at a class reunion 20 years in the future

    you'll have gotten taller than i am in heels

    your hair will no longer be curled and bleached but

  • Writing With A Knife

    I write with a knife

    It cuts into my heart

    Spilling it onto the paper

    My emotions

    My thoughts

    Painted with blood

    Once I start

    There is no stopping

    I bleed

    Begging for someone