Posts
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Hiding mayhem
You push my feelings aside,
so they try to hide.
But I already know you will see them,
my heart is full of mayhem.
Maybe it was my fault,
but the rejection on my heart was assault.
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Numb
Laying in bed staring at the ceiling,
the only thing left in me is this numb feeling.
I search for a grasp,
a grip,
a clasp,
of anything I could hold,
but everything is gone,
I'm empty.
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Shadows
I find comfort in the shadows,
they hold me while I fight my battles.
Arrows fly and crash against the dark figures,
they hold me even when I pull the trigger.
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Burning
Their are flames in my eyes,
that are burning me alive.
As I swallow back tears,
that are like gasoline to the fire inside.
I sit and I wonder if someone will ever stop the pain,
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Recover
I thought I was over you,
but I was wrong.
I miss you,
but your feelings are gone.
I still love you with everything that I have,
even though I know all I will get is a cold shoulder back.
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Loves
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A Hug of People
We didn't know the guy
in the truck
who's that guy?
my sister asked,
and I wondered if city people
expected to know everyone
they saw around town.
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"I Love Whatever Is Wrong With You"
A mini opinionated rant/essay of the new, popular phrase of Gen Z: "I love whatever is wrong with you."
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I miss her
I miss her.
I miss her smile.
The way she giggled.
The way she told me she loved me,
even if it was only as a friend.
The way she hugged me every time she saw me. -
For Her, I Stay
A ghost of a father.
An angry mother.
A forbidden best friend.
A suppressed love—
A suppressed identity.
Oh, how strange it is to feel alone,
while surrounded by people.
No friends.
Bitter family. -
Pale Green
My world has been stained pale green.
The clear depths of the deep blue are now a shade of pale turquoise.
Amber light filters through the foliage,
into the hollow cavern that has replaced my heart. -
melting over glimpses of you
Wishing I could,
stuck with I can’t
because of nerves
that refuse to say goodbye.
Heart is obsessed,
mind is stressed,
with my heart
yelling at my mind,
and my mind