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How do I say goodbye?
Culmination.
Wrap-up.
Climax.
Soon to be the end.
The end of what felt like forever.
How do I tie up the ends of my life like this?
How do I say goodbye
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Guilty Pleasures
Guilty pleasures.
I know they are.
I know I shouldn't.
I know all this.
Do I listen?
No.
Have I ever listened?
No.
Checking the doc.
Not active anymore.
Hadn't been
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Anymore
I don't know you anymore.
I learned this
Today.
Gone is the silly boy
As tall as I was
That purple beanie obsession
We all shared -
Tank tops in summer, Crocs all year round,
Not anymore.
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Bari Incredible
You stand up
To take a solo.
Before, I've always smiled
At it.
Seeing you solo
Is incredible -
Just watching you -
I may not know you,
But I know you
By how you play.
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I want to cry
I want to cry.
I want to cry
But I cannot.
Graduation
Graduation
They're leaving
It's finally happening and how will I survive
What if this what if that
Stress
Schoolwork
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Why
Why?
It's a question I ask
More and more.
How far
Am I willing to go for this?
As it gets harder
And harder.
Auditions.
I have to prove to other
People
Actual
Judges
Loves
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Maybe Someday
Ya know
Sometimes I don’t think
That things will ever get better
Sometimes I don’t see
How they really could
But I’m not always like that
Sometimes I think
“Maybe someday”
“Maybe it will improve”
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The Dreams of This Evening
What will you do with your one wild and precious life?
There was June snow
All day today,
Whispering through the air
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Safe space
Tears
But you can’t see them.
Maybe you feel them, though
In my forced smile
In my eyes
Teacher to student, but you’ve never made it feel like that
You’ve always made us feel like equals
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was there before?
it's hard to remember when/
when the throat begins to scratch at the mouth, begging to be let free
when the stomach begins its churning waves like an upset ocean god
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The family you choose
I realized recently
That there’s the family you don’t have a choice in -
Your biological parents, siblings, cousins -
And then there’s the family you do.
The family you share no blood with
But choose anyway.
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away
i say goodbye and yet i find myself thinking about you again
i think about you in the weeping willow
singing a song of emotions that i do not know
i wonder if given the opportunity