raincity

I don't care for the way he treats her,
she's not his barbie girl.
I don't care for the way she loves him,
affection of another kind.
I don't care for the way he uses her,
He's learned to minipulate her mind,

I could curse you
or curse at you
or him, her them,
I could cast a spell or insult you,
I could change your mind or betray you,
I could send pain throughout your body with a golden magic wand,

Somehow, routines, (when they're new, or new again,) are exiting. I mean, they get old real fast, but when they're new, and you feel like you've got a clean slate, that's a good feeling.

My body aching,
My hands trembling, shaking,
It's time to go on.
 

How can you,
Like what's new? 
All of you,
innocent,
in your plastic,
wannabe world. 
Somehow you know the lyrics to any new song,
Just the second,
it comes out.
I I halfheartedly learn too,

I'm stuck in the past.
I feel like i'm the only one
Who knows,
How to flip a record.
Or,
Get the dust off the needle,
And is still gen Z.
I wish I could like what's new,
But I can't.
Cause it all,