star

star

NH

16 years old

Posts

  • By star

    random thoughts

    sometimes i feel like you can just meet someone, like at school or in some other public environment, and you just know that they're going to be your friend.
  • By star

    overcome

    sadness
    it comes to you
    every so often
    baring its teeth and sinking its claws into your skin
    until you bleed all over the floor
    your blood the taste of iron
    and the salt of your tears.
    sometimes so unexpected
  • By star

    i found you

    i found you
    hidden in the dark,
    your face blazing in the yellow glow of my flashlight.
    your eyes staring,
    blue-streaked green,
    soft and hopeful.
    i reached out my hand, and--
  • By star

    until i leave

    There are four days now until I leave.
    It's unbelievable;
    surreal, honestly.
    Typically I hate leaving the warm cocoon of home,
    where life is predictable--
    normal
    good.
    But life,
    I am sorry to say,
    is never
    not ever
  • By star

    Last Day

    We run out of the auditorium
    screaming, shrieking,
    finally free.

    We walk through the woods
    to the pond
    near our school
    where we will spend
    the last day of sixth grade.
    (Though hasn't it been summer for weeks already?)
  • By star

    Hearts Are Tricky Things

    Hearts are tricky things.

    They beat,
    they break,
    they shatter to bits
    if you are not careful.
    Hearts should come
    in a package that says
    Fragile
    Handle with care

    in yellow tape on the outside.

Loves

  • Sew Me A Quilt?

    I want your freckled cheeks and blond eyelashes

    and I want your flying hair

    and I want your careful words that start tumbling fast,

    woven together,

    please

    so I can wrap myself up

    and remind myself of happy.

  • Memories and solid things

    If I could weave the memories of you in a giant blanket 

    The night sky would appear 

    Or maybe the streets of that one city in Central America 

    The unspoken words caught in a language barrier

  • 17

    on the night that you broke your eyes open,

    cried into candy packets you found at the petrol station smelling like gasoline and regret

    in your still-standing baby teeth like slabs of sugared marble there were

  • crawdad song

    you get a line & i'll get a pole

    honey - honey! july thickens, slows to a stop outside, get

    your rod and line, the ones that used to be your father's. get

    your heart from the closet and your coat from the floor,