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Love will not heal me.

I will always be a girl of many scars.

But love can teach me to forgive.

Love can give me many reasons for why I should live.

It can even change me, for better or for worse.

I have always wondered why she couldn’t keep me.

Sometimes I expect to wake up only to find that it was all a dream.

Was it me?

Did I do something wrong?

I was only two at the time.

I run and I run and I run. 

I don’t know which route to take. 

The wrong one, and I just might break.

Thoughts.

Every day the thoughts occur.

They make my mind a complete blur.

I have tried ignoring them.

No such luck.

The sickening thoughts are as green as a buck.

They make me want to yell.

I wish I could ask.

I wish I knew.

I guess not knowing, will just have to do...

For now.

I wish I had the answers.

I wish I could just find out.

But I know I will find the answers.

Without a doubt.

I am tired. 

I am sad.

I am grouchy.

The long night that had occurred, only just hours ago, has left me restless.

And I, am not one to be restless.