I'm still stuck
I thought I was free
But I was so wrong
I know it's not okay
But I can't resist it
After all, it's what I really wanted right?
I'm trapped by 2 things
I don't know which is worse
One I asked for and the other is a curse
I bound my feet to stop myself
But now I'm bound by someone else
And they're dragging me out
She's so good for me
But it's so good it's boring
I want the thrill of danger
With us, it just clicks
My world is different
A new place
A new name
Yet still just the same as last year
Still the same crushing sorrow
Still the same grief as last year
I step out into a cool summer night
The air fills my lungs and soothes my anxiety riddled body
I walk out and feel the calm breeze on my torn up skin, wrapping around me like it's comforting my wounds
I've grieved this relationship a million times, a million ways, yet it was always somehow easier because I knew you would come back. I knew how to play my cards so I could be assured that you were hooked as much as I am.
Comments
I like the impact of the last line. :)
Thanks, I took inspiration for it from a really talented poet who I look up to :)
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