I know I can't
Wait forever for
That girl to come back
Yet I can't turn
A new page or
Start on a new chapter
I think I need her
I'm so afraid
That I will never
Move on from
The pains she
Causes me
I think it would hurt more to leave
I know this time
Was the last time
She's going to
Come back, still
Im waiting
I think I'm waiting on a miracle
I'll still stay
Right where she
Left me even
Though my body
Is breaking apart
I think I'm rooted in the ground
Because time is ticking away
I step out into a cool summer night
The air fills my lungs and soothes my anxiety riddled body
I walk out and feel the calm breeze on my torn up skin, wrapping around me like it's comforting my wounds
I've grieved this relationship a million times, a million ways, yet it was always somehow easier because I knew you would come back. I knew how to play my cards so I could be assured that you were hooked as much as I am.
I give up everything for you
At the drop of a hat
I tear myself apart for your happiness
Even though you're still sad
I do everything to fix the problem
While knowing damn well I am the problem.
Comments
This poem is relatable and hauntingly beautiful. I understand how you feel, and I promise good things will come for you, Bee.
Thank you so much
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