Time is ticking away

I know I can't

Wait forever for

That girl to come back

Yet I can't turn 

A new page or

Start on a new chapter 

I think I need her

 

I'm so afraid 

That I will never 

Move on from 

The pains she

Causes me

I think it would hurt more to leave 

 

I know this time 

Was the last time 

She's going to

Come back, still 

Im waiting 

I think I'm waiting on a miracle

 

I'll still stay 

Right where she

Left me even 

Though my body 

Is breaking apart 

I think I'm rooted in the ground 

Because time is ticking away 

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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    To nothing 

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    All I'm getting is radio silence 

     

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