I'm still stuck
I thought I was free
But I was so wrong
I know it's not okay
But I can't resist it
After all, it's what I really wanted right?
I'm trapped by 2 things
I don't know which is worse
One I asked for and the other is a curse
I bound my feet to stop myself
But now I'm bound by someone else
And they're dragging me out
She's so good for me
But it's so good it's boring
I want the thrill of danger
With us, it just clicks
I've recently found myself back in my shell
Pretending to be someone I'm not
And I think I know why.
I've pulled back from people
Only interacting with animals and strangers online
I'm opening my phone
To nothing
No messages, no emails, no missed calls,
All I'm getting is radio silence
The sinking feeling in my heart returned
The one where you know something is wrong
Stinging my eyes
The tears come
Pouring down
Relentlessly.
Still breathing
Still warm
Yet dead
To me
And me alone.
Grief floods me
Again
I'm drowning
Comments
I like the impact of the last line. :)
Thanks, I took inspiration for it from a really talented poet who I look up to :)
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