I Am; They Are
The remembrance of my body betraying me,
Trembles my slewing stomach,
My rib cage crumbles at each ragged breath,
With warm flesh dragging against the moist air.
The remembrance of my body betraying me,
Trembles my slewing stomach,
My rib cage crumbles at each ragged breath,
With warm flesh dragging against the moist air.
sewing soft stitches in unnerved unsteady lines
still new at old practices, still young as the thread winds
around a needle’s head, through the almost-fabric like
skin.
The fluids are slushing through my veins,
Creeping through my blood, through my thoughts,
Through each word I speak.
A random Stranger saw me smiling in a cafe and took a picture of me
A nice one at that
For weeks, that Stranger would follow me home at night
Cards are slapped down,
Hands meet over the pile,
Words that sound like hate from an outside ear,
Sound like love to me.
A flabbergasting victory,
Seldom a sorrow filled loss,
We,
Humanity,
Failed;
We allowed,
All knowledge,
All language,
T0 be lost;
Be better than us,
Do not follow the dumb, the rich, the bias,
Familiar is this earthly language, these archives full to the brim.
It must be how the world got magic, these rhymes of life and limb.
The four gas stations on each of the corners
Hover over the town,
But they don’t define it.
It doesn’t define us,
Neither does the churches
With clipped voices and narrowed eyes.
I fought
I fell
I rose
I broke
I reassembled
Different
But still me
But what is me?
I am hurting
I am hopeful
And it's all back
Full-fledged
Only it's... worse?
It's harder?
And I am completely "fine"
And "enjoying myself"
And "fitting in".
I take the homework home
And complete it within half an hour.
how did words once flow
like water
from my mind?
I. The Hare
The hare can bound and sprint and leap,
Without much effort, rewards will reap.
The hare can brag and flaunt and rule,