small numbers

some people

are scared

of needles

some people

are scared

of dogs

some people

are scared

of fire

all woven

together

to the fear of pain

pain

pain

pain.

me?

im scared

of numbers

big numbers

so i force myself

to feel pain

so the numbers

get smaller

restriction=pain

pain

pain

pain.

im not afraid

of pain.

i bring the pain

onto myself

and i dont

know how

to stop

maybe 

once the numbers

get smaller