some people
are scared
of needles
some people
are scared
of dogs
some people
are scared
of fire
all woven
together
to the fear of pain
pain
pain
pain.
me?
im scared
of numbers
big numbers
so i force myself
to feel pain
so the numbers
get smaller
restriction=pain
pain
pain
pain.
im not afraid
of pain.
i bring the pain
onto myself
and i dont
know how
to stop
maybe
once the numbers
get smaller
its like
walking through
a forest
where you
think no
one can
hear you
but yourself
you scream
at the
top of
your lungs
until your
insides burn
you're alone
i was hooked
obsessed
for years
you were
my escape
my life
you helped
me
become visible
feel alive
valid
am i
invalid?
the last
time i saw
you
you talk too loud
too much
i try to tell
you
to stop
you dont listen
overpowering
drowning me
with curiosity
too loud
overbearing
asking too much
i dont want to to
Comments
THIS IS AMAZING GOLY GEE
WELL THANKS
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