Posts
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I never knew I needed you.
I have had so many friends.
Some may say I am lucky
to be surrounded by huge groups.
Always having someone to talk to.
I agree.
I am lucky to have all these people.
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Attention Seeking
I shut down a lot
I don’t know why I do it.
I can’t control it,
but for some reason
the voice inside my head
says it is because I am
attention seeking.
I know I am not.
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room of depression
pink walls plastered
with thick sheets of paper.
tapestries hung by
tiny sharp nails.
shelves stacked with
meaningless old trinkets.
sparkles of light adding
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We Called It Love
I decided I was in love with you
before I knew what love was.
I had never felt true love.
I mean, I had felt love.
I had loved my family,
the color pink, music.
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Case file
I love it when you call me
by my name.
When you label me.
Like a doll sitting in
the display.
Read out my description.
Learn my characteristics.
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Slack line
I walk a fine line.
Life and death.
Funny and weird.
Smart and dumb.
Waiting for a light breeze to blow me one way.
Will I stay on this line forever?
When will I get off?
Loves
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barbie
dear diary,
today is Christmas and I got a new Barbie.
she probably doesn’t like me because
i still haven’t taken her out of the
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gratitude
last year on my birthday
i wished for a soulmate
i didnt get one
not in the way i thought i would
but i have you
maybe you were what i was wishing for
i know youll always pick me
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happy birthday
i blew out the candles
and made a wish
i wished for love
like i always do
but something felt
different
more melancholy
like maybe i wont
get my wish
i have my whole life
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louder.
its starting to ring
the noise in my head
telling me im feeling
something i didn't know
i was capable of.
its getting louder
the sirens
the warning
i dont have a chance
at surviving
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to the girl who saved me
you dont know how close
i was to falling
to plumetting
neither do i
you came along
i cant tell
if you made things easier
or ten times more difficult
i cant tell
if i only tripped a little
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im living for the thought of you
living for our friends to laugh
as we walk down the halls
hand in hand
or see each other in passing
and smile knowingly
living to show up to school
in your hoodie
or for you to show up in mine