Time is ticking away

I know I can't

Wait forever for

That girl to come back

Yet I can't turn 

A new page or

Start on a new chapter 

I think I need her

 

I'm so afraid 

That I will never 

Move on from 

The pains she

Causes me

I think it would hurt more to leave 

 

I know this time 

Was the last time 

She's going to

Come back, still 

Im waiting 

I think I'm waiting on a miracle

 

I'll still stay 

Right where she

Left me even 

Though my body 

Is breaking apart 

I think I'm rooted in the ground 

Because time is ticking away 

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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  • On a scale

    I look in the mirror 

    Like any girl my age

    But I'm repulsed in horror 

    At what is on stage

     

    I look at those numbers 

    Wait for them to go down again 

    114, 113, 112

  • Turn away

    I fight everything 

    To not turn back

    To not run away

    But my eyes still 

    Land on her face

     

    My feet become rooted 

    In the ground

    My heart twists

    In my chest