GreyBean

GreyBean

CA

17 years old

Posts

  • barcelona as the muse

    the city is on your lips tonight
    as you die in a feverish glory. 
    the world is not yours for the taking: 
    you are too young to be broken. 
    i laugh and watch

    as you rearrange your life in circles—
  • Tarragona as the muse

    I'm told to write what I know 
    so here is what I know:
    I was scared of the man on the train, the one
    snorting lines between the cars.
    I was scared he would lose his mind
    walk out
    and make a tear through my heart 
  • Your death as poetry

    i.
    you are not the poetry i’m used to. you are skin and bones and all the things i cannot say because i am too afraid to admit them. i am a coward: i did not say goodbye and i knew i would regret it. 

    ii.
  • a love poem i want to forget

    i. 
    he takes photos of everything 
    but i know he won’t go back and look at the ones of 
    me. 
    i feel stupid for hoping he will
    because it’s been a year
    and i still can’t get him out of my head. 
  • September 3rd

    i got stung by a bee today & cursed in front of my grandpa. my finger swelled up to twice its normal size & i think my heart did too. i tossed the bee to the ground & stomped on it. i saw it twitching at its end. my heart broke.

Loves

  • An Afternoon Moon

    Somewhere outside of Philadelphia,

    there is a small island in a pond shaped like a boomerang.

    When I tilt my chin to the heavens,

    I wonder which foolish god

    threw it to this barren part of earth?

  • hurricane

    there's a hurricane tomorrow, but we still 

    have school. hurricane, and you can smell it 

    boiling on the horizon, a heady, light-headed 

    sort of feeling, but my brother and i 

  • Cowboy, Come Home

    He is a toy cowboy on a horse 

    and is dragged off into the sunset 

    while my stuffed bunny heart 

    waits in the backdrop to be held. 

     

    Our God is the small Girl who hides