TrackStar123

I have always wondered why she couldn’t keep me.

Sometimes I expect to wake up only to find that it was all a dream.

Was it me?

Did I do something wrong?

I was only two at the time.

I run and I run and I run. 

I don’t know which route to take. 

The wrong one, and I just might break.

Thoughts.

Every day the thoughts occur.

They make my mind a complete blur.

I have tried ignoring them.

No such luck.

The sickening thoughts are as green as a buck.

They make me want to yell.

I wish I could ask.

I wish I knew.

I guess not knowing, will just have to do...

For now.

I wish I had the answers.

I wish I could just find out.

But I know I will find the answers.

Without a doubt.

I am tired. 

I am sad.

I am grouchy.

The long night that had occurred, only just hours ago, has left me restless.

And I, am not one to be restless.

The fall breeze.

The brisk cold air.

The color changing leaves.

All of which I am very aware.

The huge leaf piles.

The bare trees, with branches that could stretch on for miles.

The singing birds.