ninestars

ninestars

MD

15 years old

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  • fifteen

    I am 15, a rising sophomore struggling mentally. Can’t motivate myself to do much, still dreading the first day of school. I often find the phrase “I can’t” pouring out of my mouth as I feel out of control, laying in my mom’s arms.

  • bloodshot

    My body

    drowning in a

    hoodie and sweatpants

    knowing it won't

    and can't

    muster the energy

    to get up.

    Not that I

    need to.

    It's the middle

    of the night.

    But it seems

  • this looks familiar

    When you’re trapped

    in a place you can’t escape,  

    routines that never end,

    drowning under piles of paper, 

    with the deafening sounds 

    of endless haunting expectations 

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