Siyona.S.stay

Siyona.S.stay

VT

13 years old

Posts

Loves

  • Being in college

    I’m not really sure 

    What being in college even means.

    Because every morning I wake up and brush my teeth,

    Head to the dining hall,

    My roomate and friends by my side.

  • Glimpses

    Noise

    Warming up

    Keys

    Fingerings

    Chatter

    Laughter

    The chorale

    Stopping

    Starting

    "Again"

    "I know you can do better than that"

    Serious but

    You also love it

  • Cornered

    Cornered

    I put my hands up

    Like you taught me

    Only now

    You're the one attacking

    "Helping" because

    You "just want me to feel better"

    And I braced for impact

  • Orchard

    now I sit in the orchard

    Apples, pears, and plums filter the sunlight

    it shines through in thread-width rays

    pure and packed with heat

    unmeasurable in inches

    unmeasurable in its own way

  • Malady of Mistrust

    Cursed.

    Am I cursed?

    Cursed to tie myself to people, swearing that they’re going to be different.

    Only for resentment to grow like ivy, sentencing me to a place of discontent.

    I’ve called it paranoia.