helenneee

helenneee

CO

17 years old

Posts

  • mania

    i desire maniacal creation

    to let words flow past my skin and from my heart

    till my skin breaks and my bones ache with their force

    till my mind is a muddled mess of focus and their intensity

  • ripples

    where do ripples come from

    i wonder

    these little 

    escalating things 

    perhaps they come from

    the speed boat 

    a few paces out 

    sharp short

    and jagged 

    or maybe 

  • wait for it

    she says i’m warm

    yet i feel 

    cold

    distant

    i feel space,

    the seconds 

    and severed flesh

    that separates 

    me from myself.

    how can i be warm

    how can i be excited

  • contradictions

    You can be cold

    but not without consequence

    You can be warm

    but not without effort

    You can be brave

    but not without fear

    You can be good 

    but not without sacrifice

    You can be evil

Loves

  • Lonely Rhymes

    Today I thought I looked pretty

    It must have been a trick of the light

    I can't fall asleep in this city

    I wish that you'd come stay the night.

     

    Last week I talked to you for hours

  • I might

    I think

    I might miss this.

    I might miss your smile

    And the way it feels when you laugh

    And

    How we could talk about anything.

    I might miss

    Those precious few minutes spent together

    Every morning