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I stare at my ceiling,

Blank, white, boring. 

The rain is pouring, 

Loud, hard, sad. 

The paint is peeling, 

Cracks upon cracks, 

The rain is still pouring, 

never tempt fate, 

it'll get you nowhere. 

i've spent hours, 

trying to get rid of my destiny. 

i'm tired of pretending 

that it's not right there,

I'm doing fine, until I see the look in your eyes. 

They're cold, and dark, and filled with despise. 

But I can see the façade you're playing.

I can see it in your fingers, 

i wake up from long nights, 

i see your face and i smile. 

it hurts my stomach,

it hurts every part of me. 

why do you have to see me like this?

i'm ugly, i'm a monster,

The first time

I thought you were the one. 

I was just a silly kid

back then. 

I longed for no more fights,

and no more misunderstandings. 

But to be more than friends,