Sawyer Fell

Sawyer Fell

PA

20 years old

Posts

  • Golden iris

    In honor of my great-grandmother, Elizabeth Sawyer, who raised the best mother I could ever have.

    This week during the steaming afternoon 
    of a Delaware Wednesday in late May 
    my mother told me she hated the in-
  • Myth of the Reaper

    The sounds of some louder men stain
    The sheets of some quieter women.

    Then grows the silence that reaps the hills
    Where Death seldom speaks.

    I've heard the voice of the Grim Reaper;
    She is as holy as she is deadly.
  • Mother Don't Leave Me

    Mother don’t leave me, raise me like one of your garden beds.
    Mother don’t leave me, teach me everything you know about soil, about nature.
    Mother don’t leave me, show me how to navigate the forest after a storm.
  • Mother Deerest

    My baby was stolen in the late afternoon of a wet spring day
    as we grazed the forest in peace with no worry in our minds.
    I had warned her of the greedy beast who stalked our home,

Loves

  • For Mom

    I love my mom

    Everything I’ve learned in life

    is thanks to her

    She's the woman that has been by my side

    since the day I was brought into this world

    She's the woman that loved me and cared for me

  • I Never Will

    I still dream about that year. 
    I still can remember everything there: 
    The sight, sound, smell, everything. 

    With every year that goes past, 
    I hold the memories closer and closer to my heart. 

  • For the First Time

    Deep in my heart,
    I still wonder what went wrong. 

    Somewhere along the way, 
    Everything fell. 

    Every day something falls, 
    But these days I can't seem to build it back up. 

  • In All Eyes

    And as summer leaves, 
    Fall sings through the breeze. 
    Flowers start to wilt 
    As the world tilts. 
    Even as it dies, 
    Nature is beautiful in all eyes. 

  • Time isn't right

    I wish I wasn't born like this,
    As if my life depends on the time, 
    I can't wait or it'll be too late. 

    I look at myself and feel the same disgust,
    As all those years ago.