Sawyer Fell

Sawyer Fell

PA

19 years old

Posts

  • Butterfly Effect

    But it takes a moment to realize
    Ultimately, it could have never happened.
    The second I chose to hide away in
    The bathroom late at night when I was 
    Exhausted from having a 
    Ripped to pieces personality- a
  • My Protectors Plea

    You are starting to learn the difference now.
    Between delusion and misguided hope.
    Delusion was believing being dismissive
    Of a tortured body was a better gift
    Than having to see where the handprints stayed.
  • Intoxication

    I am fatally allergic to pollen-
    But for you, my virulent flower, 
    I will inhale each baneful minute scent.
    I will adore every dwindling moment of it.
    When you beckon I will return for the reminiscence
  • Just Another Thought

    I may not be running out of time-
    But I'm running out of shelf space
    to keep all of these thoughts.
    The weight limit has passed the last pound.
    The memory of imagination can
    go in the trash to be burned- can't it?
  • It's winter again

    I felt your footsteps on the stairs again –
    I heard the creaking from the wood.
    Daddy, this house is banal and rusting –
    It badly needs some polish and oiling.

    The paint on the walls is flaking off

Loves

  • Moon

    Magnificent beams glow around the beautiful ball of light floating in the night sky

     

    Orbiting earth, all day and night, visiting every inch of the world

     

  • My Love Poem

    If I could paint the sky in the hues of colors I feel when I look at you,

    The sky would no longer be just one color.

    If I could write in words how much I love you,

  • First Snow of Winter

    The salt rained down like stars, scattering their souls across the ebony pavement. It burned through microscopic flakes of glass that lay there, turning to liquid ash. Like a forest fire, life began to sprout within the constellation's cradle.

  • So No One Can See

    After a night of snow (always a fitful night for the clouds, I think, tossing and turning, trying to coat the earth evenly with their powdery delights), when our driveways are indistinguishable from the white and more white around them, my neighbo