ShadeAndSun

ShadeAndSun

VT

13 years old

Posts

  • Exhaustion

    Exhaustion

    Like a blanket

    It makes it hard to stand straight

    Or say what I believe

    It gets you sick

    With mistaken beliefs

    Because your courage to fight them has gone with your energy

  • Who am I?

    On these days

    I look back,

    Watching those sunsets

    When I knew I was mine

    And I knew I could be 

    Anyone I wanted 

    Before innocence gave way

    To planning 

  • Cease-fire

    I scroll

    My fingers disconnected

    As my mind reads,

    And yet

    Does not comprehend

    Cease-fire?

    My heart leaps

    But the words after bring my spirit

    Down

    Tenuous

    It won’t last

  • I would tell her

    If I could have the number

    To my younger self

    I would tell her

    To not be scared to ask for help

    And to cry without

    Being scared of

    Being weak

    I would tell her 

    It’s ok to be sad

  • At 30

    Often times

    I will write

    A note

    To who I will be

    So I may remember 

    Who I once was.

    So, 

    At 30

    Will I watch myself old self

    And wonder where it went wrong?

Loves

  • Running Ink

    The city doesn’t wake to the sun; it wakes to the grinding of gears.
    January seventh.
    Minneapolis is a landscape of salt and exhaust,
    and Renee is just a mother in a Honda Pilot,
    the ink of her own poems still fresh in her mind,

  • 4 A.M. raids

    The boots don’t walk, they stomp,
    a heavy, rhythmic bruising of the asphalt
    under a sky that has forgotten how to be blue.
    They arrive in the gray hours,
    the color of a storm that never breaks,

  • bulletin board

    when you first buy a bulletin board,

    it is blank.

    just a plane of cork

    bordered by a wooden frame.

    bland, boring, and wholly pure,

    it is shaped into art.

    it is molded and carved

  • Metamorphosis

    What is Change?

    Well, what type of change?

    Physically?

    Mentally?

    Spiritually?

    Idealistically?

    People might say it's all the same,

    but is it really?