star

star

NH

15 years old

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    In the darkest of nights

    In the darkest of nights
    when I lie awake,
    the tiniest sliver of moon shining through the pitch-black 
    blanket of sky,
    all I want to see are flowers
    blooming and trees
    bursting with soft green leaves.
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    i can't look away

    i can't look away, it's impossible
    there are mirrors all around, covering the walls, the floor, the ceiling
    and if i try to turn away, i see you again
    standing there in your clandestine beauty,
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    They Tell Us

    These are the best years of your lives, they tell us,
    so stop pretending you're truly suffering.
    Chin up, they tell us,
    mask your grimace with your widest smile
    because everthing is fine.
    Stop complaining, they tell us,

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    YOU

    I watched you talk to her
    waiting for the bus, analyzing your face
    your freckles, dimples, perfect smile,
    you.
    I've been obsessed for a month now,
    my heart launching into overdrive when I see you walk by.
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    once it was may...now it is not

    Once it was May,
    and flowers bloomed in sidewalk cracks,
    robins flitted through the not-quite-summer air and
    I lay in bed with the windows open and wrote poems as light as butterfly wings.
    I thought I had everything figured out.

Loves

  • 17

    on the night that you broke your eyes open,

    cried into candy packets you found at the petrol station smelling like gasoline and regret

    in your still-standing baby teeth like slabs of sugared marble there were

  • crawdad song

    you get a line & i'll get a pole

    honey - honey! july thickens, slows to a stop outside, get

    your rod and line, the ones that used to be your father's. get

    your heart from the closet and your coat from the floor,

  • Homestay in San Juan La Laguna

    As I’m writing this I’m lying in bed in Nuevo Horizonte. A small jungle town in the north of Guatemala where around 100 people live and work together. Recently (a day ago) we wrapped up our time in San Juan La Laguna with our homestay family’s.