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NH

15 years old

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  • Medicine

    The wood is lush and dappled with light, 

    the first April flowers poking out of the ground, snow

    melting under my bare feet. 

    The ache of you digs into my chest like a sharpened blade,

  • An audition

    when she sang, she sang a rhapsody

    tender words that arced across the room on golden strings

    like her un-brushed curls that flew in the wind

    from the open window behind her.

  • the last day of march

    Mud mingling with snow mingling with dirt,

    the remnants of red nail polish from 

    Valentine's Day,

    how has it lasted so long? 

    The sun a hot fiery ball over the cloud-speckled horizon,

  • Good news

    I don't want the cold hallways,

    their chill seeping underneath 

    my thin regulation gown and settling in my bones.

    I don't want the nurses,

    with their tight, sympathetic smiles

  • Us

    I cling to the rollicking waves of our tumultuous friendship before they slip from my grasp, white-knuckled fingers and tangled legs praying not to be tossed astray by the unforgiving current.

  • The back of the bus

    They sit in the back of the bus,

    the shimmer of secrecy ignited in their eyes,

    her head in his lap, his hands in her hair,

    her lips twisted in that sickening smile. My neck aches 

    from looking behind me, and my

Loves

  • A Yellow Violet

    Her name was Violet, 

    but she always wore yellow. 

    I spied her from across the room as I hesitated in the sun-framed doorway, and she was beautiful. 

  • It Begins

    It begins —

    This thing call Spring —

    With sunshine and birdsong

    Slowly infused into everything.

    It begins with

    Deep brown rivers gauged in viscous dirt roads,

    As the frozen ground thaws and overflows.

  • Morning, But Not Really

    it’s 2am and i’m still lying awake 

    with thoughts in one hand and feelings in the other. 

    how can i go to sleep with a head full of stars 

    and my face running away 

    up into the sky 

  • Nothing anymore

    For years when I would look at your face, I saw my future, my life, my whole world in your eyes, but today I for once just saw your face. The same lips that I had once longed to kiss, the same eyes that I would get lost in, yet I felt nothing.