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NH

15 years old

Posts

  • for you

    if feelings are fluid then so is

    the way you run your hands through your hair halfway out of your braid

    your breath against my neck since you don't want others to hear

  • Longing

    It’s a ball of knotted string

    Stuck under my ribcage.

    Whenever I start to untangle it,

    I break a sweat & forget

    Why I even tried. 

  • Polaroid

    I remember taking Polaroids with you

    In the driveway of the house you’ve now sold

    On a grey afternoon that looked like night

    In the photos. We’d wait impatiently

  • Stained-Glass Girl

    you should be an image in stained-glass windows 

    the same ones you trace with your eyes every sunday 

    while hymns echo in your ears, words 

    you've known so long you forget the meaning. 

  • Lavender and Gardenias

    Her room smelled of lavender and gardenias

    As we lay under silky rays of sun

    And danced around the truth in long, snaking sentences,

    Words falling over one another until they

    Became nothing, only syllables

Loves

  • again

    You know I think it just struck me I was sitting here reading summer poems tasting raspberry popsicles on my tongue but looking out the window,

     it's snowing out 

    and the trees and stone wall and everything,

  • november

    It's cold here, I reply to my grandparents when they ask how our week's going. It's cold, and wet, and already I am helping my friends put up Christmas decorations and string LEDs across their rooms, playing holiday music to try

  • first kiss

    darling i think the prettiest thing of it is that i

    have been dreaming about this moment since i was little,

    pressing my mouth to the back of my hand to see what it felt like to be touched like that,