you remind me of ๐๐๐๐๐ช decay. in a pop-up cartoon store, flies buzzing around your flushed eyeballs.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐๐๐จ๐๐๐ and with hearts still in your eyes. tell me whether it hurt when they loved you.
You
love me
fast, miss me
faster, I ran to
you, now running away takes
much longer. To get to you
Family wears many facesโ
For some, itโs warmth and comfort,
For others, itโs silence or storm.
Often, we search for it in strangers,
Bound not by blood,
But by soul.
I need an after,
not a happily ever after,
that's a ending,
I need something after the ending,
when my movie ends and the credits are playing I need the last clip,
the bloopers.
I pass by a man begging for savior,
and a woman dragging her child who's distracted by an elderly ladies puppy.
I watch as a business man late for a meeting I assume,
trips on the man asking for change.
If only I could hug
The stars;
Perhaps I could shatter them
And cup the shards
In my palms,
The cracks constellations
Aligning with my veins,
But that isnโt close enough
you
Every time you try to get close, I push you away...
Every time you ask if I'm alright I don't know what to say...
I'm always saying sorry even if it's not my fault...
poison berries, so simple yet seductive,
Brambles beckoning like a throne beckons to
a Crown โsinking its thorns deep as if they grew
It's cold outside so I shiver.
It's hot inside, so I sweat.
I'm starting to freeze, starting to crack.
The words, the thoughts build up in my chest
Trying to climb up into my throat
But I won't let them
anyone