star

star

NH

15 years old

Posts

  • Essay

    By star

    summers before

    I haven’t been to upstate New York since I was ten years old and we drove away from our house there without looking back.

  • I hate the sunset tonight

    Why won't the sky explode in a burst of orange-yellow-red radiance, turning each moment golden? Or fade into lavender laced with blue and whisper-pink, the world muffled and soft around the edges?

  • One of Those Girls

    I can't shake the feeling

    That I'll never be one of them

    Girls with lives made of honey and laughter,

    Girls with someone who looks at them

    Like they're laced with something unknown and magical,

  • My Name/Your Name

    cover my eyes so i can see you better 

    my night shadow, cloaked in delicious mystery, 

    your hand, forbidden fruit, holding mine 

    under the waning light of a summer's day. 

    i wish 

  • at home on a winter's night

    The thick night cloaks everything and the snow follows suit

    a delicate dance, welcome

    after two years of rainy Decembers. 

    My room is cold even though

    the heat is blasting, so I sit

Loves

  • Come and See

    Your God is not my God.  Stay with me now, I know this makes your hackles rise, your hands raised in the spiteful fear that you could be challenged. The fear of fraud.

  • watching him

    Kathy watched out her window as Samuel left his apartment, 

    spit his gum on the ground

    and lit his cigarette. 

    the same as yesterday. 

    the same as every day. 

  • Moving

    I’m moving. 

    I’ve found a little place in the Past, 

    It’s not much but I think it’s quite lovely, very dear, 

    And things aren’t working out Here, 

    So I’m settling for memories. 

  • A Yellow Violet

    Her name was Violet, 

    but she always wore yellow. 

    I spied her from across the room as I hesitated in the sun-framed doorway, and she was beautiful. 

  • It Begins

    It begins —

    This thing call Spring —

    With sunshine and birdsong

    Slowly infused into everything.

    It begins with

    Deep brown rivers gauged in viscous dirt roads,

    As the frozen ground thaws and overflows.