Fainting Goat

How ironic is it

That you don’t see this comin’

That you won’t be able

To wrap your head around this

But I don’t want

To speak

To see

To hear you anymore

And how ironic is it

A million voices
Flood my head
Their vile words
Echoing

A million voices
Condemn my actions
Telling me
I’m not enough

A million voices
Repeat their words
Their words which
Cut so deep

Nature loves me 

I love nature too except

When I step in poo

This year feels … 

different. 

Like there’s anticipation 

hanging in the air. 

This year feels … 

scary. 

Like there’s so much 

uncertainty 

I have a secret

It’s getting harder to hide

I love you so much

It hurts inside

I have a secret

When I 

Hear you talk

About your distant

Boyfriend

I feel lost and sad and…

Hope you all

Are having some good cheer

Please remember 

People struggle during this time of

Year

Happy days to all

Old tales and stories of years passed

Little smiles mean everything