Posts
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Why I can never leave
They were so awful to me,
And yet
They seemed to care.
They manipulated,
Twisted,
Hurt,
And destroyed me.
And yet I can't
Seem to let them go.
Even knowing
How badly they could
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Four Years
I'm scared.
I can't believe we're here
Again.
I can't believe this is reality
Again.
Four years
They say.
It's only four years.
But it's four years
Of a living hell for me.
They laugh
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The Sorrow
The sorrow I know
Is like no other.
It is too deep
Too raw
Too real.
And as I stand here
Within its everlasting clutches
I find little bursts of hope.
And these little burst of light
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falling...
falling...
a good day
fun and silly
almost happy
then the whispers
falling...
I laugh and run
with gay abandon
chasing dreams
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My Right To Live
Author's (long) Note:
Why is it that when you have a disability, that's all people see?
Kids my age:
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Mourning Autumn
Her hair,
Long and brown,
With that hint of red.
Her eyes,
Blue and bright,
With that touch of green.
Her style,
Bubbly and pink,
With all that glitter.
This is the Autumn
Loves
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I Cry
I cry because my love could lose her livelihood for loving me and yet she loves
I cry because to live is a gift I thought was a curse and now I refuse to die
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Genderpendence Day
I
Resist
I
Wrap
My
Heart
In
Ace
Bandages
I
Tuck
Bra
Cups
In
My
Boxers
I
Persist
I
Am
Jazz
My
Sex
Is
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WE ARE STILL HERE
we are still here
through hate and violence
through trial and tribulation
through it all
from right to wrong
we've all made decisions
but we are still here
forever.
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-sky-
smoke bleeds through the sky like marker does to paper
tearing, thrashing.
breaking, bashing.
the birds are sad.
it's hard to catch the people undistracted,
but they too are sad.
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Somebody
I heard from a guy who told somebody
Bout the deserts dry
And the forests muddy
But they forgot to tell bout the rainy skies