Lulu_D

Lulu_D

TX

14 years old

Posts

  • Accepting the Truth

    The hardest part

    Wasn’t

    Noticing the signs

    Hoping they won’t notice the way they hurt you

    Knowing they don’t care

    Leaving first

    Telling yourself to move on

  • Insanity

    To remember

    Is to live in the past

    Unable to forget

    The wonder and happiness

    That emerged from the darkness

     

    To remember

    Is insanity

    To do the same thing repeatedly

  • Someday I'll Be Okay

    I can’t pretend anymore

    I’m not okay,

    I’ve never been okay

    And I don’t think I’ll ever be okay

     

    But every day I’m trying

    Every day I’m learning to love the flaws he hated

    Every day I’m writing

  • January 2nd, 2024

    I let the phone ring when he calls;

    He’s done enough wrong today.

    There’s a moment of silence,

    Broken by the fourth FaceTime call.

     

    I’m tired of the ringing;

  • The Sun Will Rise Again

    Her blood is engraved into these pages

    Slowly unraveling the truth

    Exposing every flaw in perfection

     

    Every short-lived high

    Every precocious low

    Has driven the knife deeper into her lingering past

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