Lulu_D

Lulu_D

TX

14 years old

Posts

  • I write for the broken

    I would never admit it, but

    I’m broken. I have lived through a hell you only see in your nightmares. I was born into a world of agony and have stayed silent on the darkest of nights.

     

  • Reminders

    There are many moments

    Where I don’t feel 

    Deserving

    Of the attention

     

    Today I’m reminding myself

    Of how far I’ve come,

    All the years I’ve spent

    Living in pain

     

  • Clinging To Sunshine

    I’ve kept every card I’ve ever received 

    For as long as I can remember

    People fade in and out of your life

    Eventually lost in the past, forgotten

    I read their letters after sunset

  • Accepting the Truth

    The hardest part

    Wasn’t

    Noticing the signs

    Hoping they won’t notice the way they hurt you

    Knowing they don’t care

    Leaving first

    Telling yourself to move on

Loves

  • Young Love

    “Look at her,”

    There was a lovestruck girl obsessively drawing hearts on her note card 

    “look at past you.”

    Sincere love flowed from her fingertips.

    She believed she was loved.

    “Do you think she's dumb?”

  • They are all the same

    You left dead flowers at my grave,

    as if they were all the same.

     

    Most leave bouquets,

    even though they will slowly die,

    just like me til I made it to the afterlife.

     

  • Alone

    [Alone in] Laughter, lamenting the lost light,

    you don’t want to be the forgotten, the lost cause, the missed flight. 

     

    Reason runs thin when your sadness is bountiful,

  • Before

    I miss the days

    Where we would run through the fields

    And swim in the pond all day

    Smiling and using kayaks

     

    I miss the nights 

  • Silent Warriors - Like Us

    “Your grades don’t matter,” they say. But when you get a B, they yell at you. 

    “You’re so healthy,” they say. But when you touch one potato chip, you need to stop eating so much.