Amerah

You hide from my,

Lowest moments.

Running to make it on time to my highest.

you watch me as I smile,

and fall as it gets closer for sleep.

your solar opposite

You know what I was robbed of

who I don't get to be anymore

yet you,

you sit there and flaunt it.

I felt myself losing.

Leave me.

I don't want to see you

and talk to you and 

Powder

grey powder blows into my eyes

my face

I cant breathe

I run through the house 

Begging everyone to give me air

They stare

They laugh

I fall

It's going dark

and dark

I wait in the dark,

with the clouds poking through the atmosphere.

I look to the stars

begging for their help.

They shoot dust in my eyes;

which brings the tears

I watch the moon as it's turning

I 

  Am  

          Going 

Give me a voice 

Let it pour out of my throat 

Till it becomes words 

Let me say what I believe 

Yell and scream 

Sob and shriek  

Until there's no voice left in me