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Masquerade
I'm doing fine, until I see the look in your eyes.
They're cold, and dark, and filled with despise.
But I can see the façade you're playing.
I can see it in your fingers,
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beyond repair
i wake up from long nights,
i see your face and i smile.
it hurts my stomach,
it hurts every part of me.
why do you have to see me like this?
i'm ugly, i'm a monster,
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on and off and on again
The first time
I thought you were the one.
I was just a silly kid
back then.
I longed for no more fights,
and no more misunderstandings.
But to be more than friends,
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i don't care
i don't care about the comments,
about my hair and my clothes.
i don't care what they say,
about my parents, and my home.
i don't care about my books,
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but what we have is everything
You ask me for dinner,
You ask me for life,
You ask me for help,
Every single night.
You ask me for money,
You know we don't have,
You ask me for everything,
Loves
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Maybe in another lifetime
I know I can never have her like I want to
If I could even have her like that I wouldn't take it
Not anymore
But maybe in another lifetime I would
My heart only beats for her
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I’m not brave enough to write his name
We made a bet when we were sixteen.
Actually, you were fifteen.
I knew I’d lose. I did it so you would continue to speak to me. I liked seeing you care about something healthy.
Is that okay to say?
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Secret
It lives in cupped hands
Around sorry ears,
Behind closed mouths shut up tight,
A wrench in the steel factory gears.
A hidden prism refracting light,
Shining through the cracks in firmly pressed fingers.
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you're on your own, kid
i always have been, ever since the label of
"gifted" was mantled above my head in neon letters,
proudly displaying me to a world where
mediocrity was rejected &
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