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I wish I could punch the screen.

So many unchecked boxes, all too keen

on destroying my zestful life,

Showing me how careless I am,

And leaving me in strife.

The tears slide down my face 

Faster and faster 

I know it's my fault 

But I can't stop them

Can you go blind from crying in the dark?

This isn't a break up 

I hung out with her today 

I listened to her talk

I was mesmerized by her

She brought me in to town with her

I wonder if it was a date 

I wish it was anyway 

I'm still stuck 

I thought I was free 

But I was so wrong 

I know it's not okay

But I can't resist it 

After all, it's what I really wanted right?