QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

Posts

  • Life

    "Life isn't about finding yourself.

    Life is about creating yourself."

    Said the big chalkboard on the wall

    In that gym lined with red mats

    And chairs and chairs and chairs

    I'll never forget

  • It all comes back

    When I got home

    After those two days

    Passed by much too fast

    And then they were gone

    And I was changed forever

    When I got home

    I remember

    I cried and cried and cried

    From longing

  • Bumblebee

    Here's the key 

    To surviving the bumblebee:

    First,

    Never put that left index finger down on the C

    When you see a D right after - it will slow you down

    And the goal is

    As fast as you can go

  • Rival

    You know what?

    I needed this.

    I needed someone to push me again.

    Even though you donโ€™t know I exist,

    All your achievements

    Whatever you do well

    I will take note of

    And attempt.

  • Story of my life

    I could pretend to be happy

    When the world is ending

    And you'd all believe me

    I'm a great actor

    But never onstage

     

    I can say I'm happy for you

    Congrats that's so cool

    When under it all

Loves

  • sweet/heart

    you remind me of ๐•”๐•’๐•Ÿ๐••๐•ช decay. in a pop-up cartoon store, flies buzzing around your flushed eyeballs.

    ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’™๐‘จ๐‘ฎ๐‘ฎ๐’†๐’“๐‘จ๐’•๐’†๐’… and with hearts still in your eyes. tell me whether it hurt when they loved you.

  • Drowning in the unknown

    I am tormented by slight movements

    even silence is hurting me

    reality seems to be strobing

    or something like it -

    I've yet to learn how to explain these moments to others,

    even myself.

    It's not normal,

  • Anticipation

    This is the worst kind of anticipation

    this anticipation isn't just fear of what is to come

    it's laced around the edges with knowledge of how it went last time

    of how a repeat of last year is most likely inevitable.