Posts
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Glimpses
Noise
Warming up
Keys
Fingerings
Chatter
Laughter
The chorale
Stopping
Starting
"Again"
"I know you can do better than that"
Serious but
You also love it
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Cornered
Cornered
I put my hands up
Like you taught me
Only now
You're the one attacking
"Helping" because
You "just want me to feel better"
And I braced for impact
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Distracted and angry
I'm distracted.
Why did I let myself become so reliant
Dependent
So stupid
Ugh I'm so mad.
So mad.
I let myself become distracted by silly things I could want
I let myself want them
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Beauty
Beauty is
Not hiding being a thick mask
A thick layer that is not you.
Beauty is
Not wanting to be someone's doll
Someone's plaything
We are not here for decoration.
Beauty is knowing what you want
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A Study of Patience
Don't force them; don't make fun of them.
Take them places where they feel loved and safe,
and watch them relax.
Don't grab them or get frustrated with them; have patience.
Wait for them to come to you.
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The most important sentence
No matter how strong love is, anger is always stronger; try to love anyway.
Loves
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Safe space
My virtual home
where I can make my words dance and no one can change the choreography
where I can be loved by other people like me
where I can realize that I'm not as alone in the world as I originally thought
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Walking home
This is when all my thoughts merge
into one big cloud
chasing me everywhere
demanding things
this is when I answer
when I walk home
when I contemplate reality
life
existence in general
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Chorus
I shouldn't like it but I do,
a drip of poison or 2.
You love me,
and I love you.
4 years is too long to wait,
I need you now,
let me get a taste.
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cold as ice
brushing fingertips against skin
cold as ice.
lying here, late at night
cold as ice.
the second his sweatshirt was absent
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tears
~F
i felt so numb when he told me
that he used to feel the same.
honestly, i should've expected this, yet im shocked.
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Don’t Worry Your Pretty Little Head
“Don’t worry your pretty little head about that”
Every girl has heard that phrase at some point, or will hear it at some point.
It means:
You’re a girl.
Girls are pretty.
Girls are happy.
Girls aren’t smart.