QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

Posts

  • Do You Know

    Do you know how many minutes I save for you

    So we can be together?

    Do you know how it feels

    When you throw them out

    For other things?

    Do you know how it feels

    To never feel like you're good enough

  • Chasing Onwards

    I chase this dream

    With everything I have.

    I want to be with it

    Every step of the way.

    From the moment I first touched it

    To where my fingertips grazed actual possibility

    To where my heart broke

  • I Want

    I want to live

    Inside your head.

    I want to be where

    They can't hurt me.

    I want to live where you are

    I want to stay in the sunlight

    I want to dance among the stars.

    I want to live in your fantasy

  • They Ask Me

    The little kids

    Ask for advice.

    "What's middle school like? Seventh grade?"

    They ask what to do and

    Where to go and

    What they should prepare for.

    I could give them a list

    Like my teachers gave me.

  • Should've Written It In Pencil

    I should've written it in pencil

    I should've known it couldn't last.

    Should've told it to a page in an in-between

    Far from permanence.

    I should've written it in erasable graphite

    Should've whispered it to no one

Loves

  • Amongst the clover

    Here you lie,

    Upon the grass,

    Clover disguising your fragile body.

    Far away from your nest and kin,

    How did you get here?

     

    Ruining your innocence

    Ruining mine

    Comes the wheel - 

  • Disappearance

    A close companion

    love, appreciation, happiness,

    a place to go

    comfort, recognition, excitement,

    until the companion disappears

    sadness, confusion, loneliness,

    and the place to go is empty

  • Conductor

    He raises his hands,

    And as our cue,

    We begin our dance -

    Instruments,

    Communicating,

    It's like we can talk to each other

    Through the song.

     

    He claps his hands twice -

  • Too Soon

    Do you ever grieve something

    that isn't even over yet?

    It's like you know

    that's it's going to be gone anyway,

    that you're going to miss it

    so much,

  • Those two days

    Two days

    Was all it took.

    A day of rehearsals;

    Discussing, analyzing, perfecting -

    And then the day

    We performed.

    The day that changed everything.

     

    I gave myself to the notes on the page,