Sawyer Fell

Sawyer Fell

PA

18 years old

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  • tonight i miss my mom

    tonight i miss my mother as if i am grieving her death.   i see her body in the casket of our inherited rage,  dressed in garnet remorse and untimely age.   in a way i am grieving my own life,  because my mother is the c
  • In later May …

    the cows feed on the grass in their northern wild fields, 
    and the farmer is off fighting a war that he doesn’t belong to. 
    the thick weeds have flourished in the pastures 

  • Mere

    It is the worry of cleanliness— 
    perhaps the worry of purity—
    that ruined my dear Mere.
    What was once a blossom,
    is now sickly type of cherry.

    Then, I will ask her if she can smell
    the becomings of our devotion
  • A Murder and a Mouse

    Three crows sit on a bare shiloh. 
    They debate on whether to catch 
    the meadow mouse or spare it’s life.
    The three crows don’t think very long, 
    because they are wild animals:
    it’s in their nature to kill mice. 
  • A Decade Later

    Nana, are you up there chirping in the blue sky?
    Swinging above the canopy pines
    while watching me slowly age from afar?
    Are there twice as many stars in heaven?
    Do you spectate from a torn-up lawn chair or
    slump in an oak rocker?

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