JayJay

JayJay

VT

16 years old

Posts

  • Why I write

    I write to relate,

     

    and to speak my truth.

    I write to prove I know pain,

    and to see that others do too.

     

    I write to be heard.

     

    When the world becomes a deaf frustration,

  • Stuffies

    They're always there when I need them,

    they never run away.

    They're always here when troubles stem

    to hear what I have to say.

     

    They don't judge 

    or hold a grudge.

  • Despondence Note

    I’m sorry I got that question wrong.

    I’m sorry I can't move on.

     

    I’m sorry I'm not smarter.

    I’m sorry I couldn't be stronger.

     

    I’m sorry how I take on as much as I can

  • Low Battery

    This morning I woke up

    to find my phone hadn't charged last night,

    so I plugged it in while I stumbled through my morning routine

    and picked it up right before I hurriedly left the scene.

     

  • My Head Hurts

    Filled with raucous noise

    from more than just one voice,

    symphonies blaring in my head

    and they never seem to end.

     

    My state is in the negatives

    from the emotion that peruses me.

Loves

  • See you, brother

    I don't think you're a waste of space,

    I'll give you my room and my pillow

    As long as you make the bed afterwards,

    And close the windows to keep the rain out. 

     

    I don't think your not enough,

  • T

    Tired.

    worn out.

     

    Stuck in daydreams,

    so checked out.

     

    It's been like this for months.

    and getting worse in bumps and grunts.

     

    the summer heat, it floods my mind

  • dear madame president

    i hope that you rest easy as the world

    tumbles down into fire

    for you did everything you could

    & we didn't do enough. it was never

    your fate to carry the failures of

    common sense & education, but now

  • Towards the Sun

    People see me run 

    towards the sun

    but they don't see

    what I’m running from.

     

    I chase one high after another,

    picking up the pace to outpace the monster

    but when dusk comes