lonelynature

lonelynature

NH

16 years old

Posts

  • in my head

    Silence, loud, deafening silence. I can’t look her in the eyes, but I can’t rip mine away, so I stare. It’s not awkward or anything, I mean she’s staring too.

  • mess

    I’m angry, I’m furious, I’ll try to let it out by complaining,

    by venting, by ranting, maybe to one, two, or even three people.

  • still hungry

    I sit in the corner, listening to the conversation,

    started like it was just breathing to them,

    I want that, but my heart doesn’t yearn as much,

    or maybe it yearns infinitely more.

  • hungry

    I sit in the corner, cradling a book, 

    or laptop, or phone, or nothing at all,

    I sit in the corner listening to the hum of chatter,

    I focus on different voices,

  • empty

    I don’t care,

    I’m failing all my classes, my life

    I have tasks to do,

    two of them, three, four, I’m buried

    The weight is crushing me,

Loves

  • Blind Justice

    Close your eyes

    Spin around

    And point

    Choose the felon

    Choose the victim

    Watch the tears fall

    In joy

    Gratefullness

    Or

    In sadness

    Pain

    Shrug

    Because to you

  • second place

    wonder what it feels like

    to be the best

    can only dream of

    laughing at my mistakes

    the way she does

    at her own

    knowing she’s still

    number one

    makes it look

    effortless at fifty

  • Do It For Her

    If you can't do it for yourself

    Then do it for her

    Do it for the girl

    With big ideas

    And even bigger dreams

    The girl who would try to count the stars

    But then sigh and say there was a lot

  • speechless

    Sometimes words fall out senselessly,

    no meaning attached.

    But because they need to,

    not necessarily because

    they want to be revealed.

    It's as if my pen

    has control over me,

    writing whatever comes