lonelynature

lonelynature

NH

16 years old

Posts

  • mess

    I’m angry, I’m furious, I’ll try to let it out by complaining,

    by venting, by ranting, maybe to one, two, or even three people.

  • still hungry

    I sit in the corner, listening to the conversation,

    started like it was just breathing to them,

    I want that, but my heart doesn’t yearn as much,

    or maybe it yearns infinitely more.

  • hungry

    I sit in the corner, cradling a book, 

    or laptop, or phone, or nothing at all,

    I sit in the corner listening to the hum of chatter,

    I focus on different voices,

  • empty

    I don’t care,

    I’m failing all my classes, my life

    I have tasks to do,

    two of them, three, four, I’m buried

    The weight is crushing me,

  • stuck

    The pristine white sheet burns into my eyes,

    blank, like the thoughts in my head,

    It’s daunting, mocking, empty.

    I want to be able to do something, anything,

Loves

  • Four Year's End

    Four more months till the lines of work-

    The coding of my life in word form-

    Molds into a steel cage.

    The cage's walls lined with a maze of puzzles,

    Answers tucked between my ears.

  • Let Me Speak

    I listen to each word of my country,

    Each act that fights to get rid of everyone I care for.

    Each word that our government cleverly boasts

    About how they belong to us.

  • tug of war

    It's a long, thin and twisted, smooth rope,

    One I could wrap around the skin on my wrists,

    And keep myself tied to one place.

     

    Because when I'm with you, I'm free,

    Chasing the world without a finish line

  • Can somebody, anybody

    Can somebody

    Anybody

    Tell me if I’m doing this

    Right

    Tell me if I’m following the right set

    Of instructions

    Tell me if I’m using the 

    Correct map

    Can somebody

    Anybody