QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

Posts

  • I might

    I think

    I might miss this.

    I might miss your smile

    And the way it feels when you laugh

    And

    How we could talk about anything.

    I might miss

    Those precious few minutes spent together

    Every morning

  • Running away

    The second I feel

    Used or neglected

    Abandoned or judged

    Hated or pitied

    Is the second I slip away.

    Even if it's in my own head

    And not real.

    Even if you were trying to love me.

  • There's a moment

    There's a moment in my mind

    A calm before the storm

    The part of the song where we all fly

    Before plunging down to darkness.

     

    There's a moment when I can feel my blood

  • When I write

    When I write,

    It's not so he can read it.

    It's not for my friends to read

    It's not for my teachers

    My acquaintances

    My enemies.

    I don't want

    People to see me.

    I don't want

  • If we do this

    "You realize

    If we do this

    It's like going back in time,"

    I tell you,

    I tell you,

    Over and over and over.

    You don't listen.

    You've never listened.

  • Stuck

    I look at him.

    He looks at me.

    We're both holding back laughter.

    The elevator doors won't open,

    And worse than that,

    We're stuck in here

    With a lot of other

    Random

    People

    Who we don't know!

Loves

  • The family you choose

    I realized recently

    That there’s the family you don’t have a choice in -

    Your biological parents, siblings, cousins -

    And then there’s the family you do.

    The family you share no blood with

    But choose anyway.

  • away

    i say goodbye and yet i find myself thinking about you again

    i think about you in the weeping willow

    singing a song of emotions that i do not know

    i wonder if given the opportunity

  • Bittersweet

    I always said that it’d be the best day when I leave this school

    But I’m not so sure now.

    Sure, it wasn’t always easy,

    But I gained so much good:

    The best teacher I’ve ever had.

    The confidence I always needed.

  • Cant let go

    I reach over

    Maybe for the last time

    Knowing it could be the last

    Makes me latch on

    I can't pull away

    I won't

    You tighten your grip and I tighten mine

    Pulling me close to your side

  • i wonder

    you see 

    there are moments like these

    moments where 

    i wonder 

    what my world is to be 

    moments where

    i wonder 

    if you’ll ignore my texts 

    five years from now