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Music lives here
Music lives here.
I can feel the rain unleashing behind my eyes
thunderstorms building beneath the keys
lightning strikes with each hit of the timpani.
Music lives here.
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I
I am so creative
So flowing
Expressive
And yet so literal
Precise
Logical
I am a walking 80's cliche
A walking contradiction
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Contrasting
I have people who will hold me
Love me
Splash me in sparkles and giggles and emails
And I have people who will hurt me
Snark
Sarcasm
Never really laughing
Never really there
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Take me away
Just take me away from here
Whisper stories of starlight and fire
Water scrambling over rocks
Iron in my eyes
Just take me away from here
To a fantasyland where it's us
Just us
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The thoughts I'd say
You
Don't get it
Don't get me
Where did the magic go?
I literally do have to be the best
You can't see outside your own opinions
And I'm a hypocrite
Following a faulty compass but
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Cheerios
I am
The
perfect
student
Aren't I?
I turn my work in on time
Loves
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The rain
The rain scares me
intimidates me
loud and imposing and looming
often arriving with thunder
lightning
sometimes power outages
The rain comforts me
soft drizzles rinsing out the hardships
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Safe space
My virtual home
where I can make my words dance and no one can change the choreography
where I can be loved by other people like me
where I can realize that I'm not as alone in the world as I originally thought
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Walking home
This is when all my thoughts merge
into one big cloud
chasing me everywhere
demanding things
this is when I answer
when I walk home
when I contemplate reality
life
existence in general
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Chorus
I shouldn't like it but I do,
a drip of poison or 2.
You love me,
and I love you.
4 years is too long to wait,
I need you now,
let me get a taste.
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cold as ice
brushing fingertips against skin
cold as ice.
lying here, late at night
cold as ice.
the second his sweatshirt was absent
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tears
~F
i felt so numb when he told me
that he used to feel the same.
honestly, i should've expected this, yet im shocked.