Gali

My parents thought I was nothing

More than an inconvenience in their world.

In this place I thought I'd be much more than that,

But they all push me away as well.

They say someone like me can't

You called this my "sulk walk"

You said just to talk to you when I'm upset

But I don't have you anymore 

I don't have anyone here

I blocked her out so she won't get burned by my fire

What is there to do now? I don't know   
My eyes are open but my mind somewhere else 
Can't stay awake, can't stay focused 
I only hear the air from the window pass 

Death reaches his hands

Shrivels leaves

Rips them up

Soon the ghosts and ghouls will scream

They've waited all year for Halloween

 But this death is not a scary thought

In fact it's comforting

I wasn't sure what to think.

I never wanted that.

I didn't question love.

I didn't realize,

I was missing the idea of missing.

It was maybe strange,

to want to connect...

old and new.

I’ve always loved the autumn

Costumes and candy on halloween 

Turkey and family on thanksgiving 

Bright colors and cute clothes

The season gave me joy, 

But as i grew up it gave peace